Jan. 28th, 2011

ithildin: (Media - Bloom No More)
I'm feeling all disconnected and at sixes and sevens. You know what I miss? Being able to talk fandom type stuff with the people I work with. That's neither here nor there, but I do miss it. I miss having friends locally or at least semi-locally. Not that I was much of a social butterfly, but I did get out a bit more than I do here. At least I've been writing a little more - 1800 words into the next part of Transformative Variations. Plus, I need to finish Too Young For Heaven for [livejournal.com profile] grachonok at some point, and I really wish to revisit both Queen of Swords and White Collar/ATF Mag 7. If wishes were horses....

Yeah, random post is random.
ithildin: (Media - Bloom No More)
I'm feeling all disconnected and at sixes and sevens. You know what I miss? Being able to talk fandom type stuff with the people I work with. That's neither here nor there, but I do miss it. I miss having friends locally or at least semi-locally. Not that I was much of a social butterfly, but I did get out a bit more than I do here. At least I've been writing a little more - 1800 words into the next part of Transformative Variations. Plus, I need to finish Too Young For Heaven for [livejournal.com profile] grachonok at some point, and I really wish to revisit both Queen of Swords and White Collar/ATF Mag 7. If wishes were horses....

Yeah, random post is random.
ithildin: (Media - Bloom No More)
I'm feeling all disconnected and at sixes and sevens. You know what I miss? Being able to talk fandom type stuff with the people I work with. That's neither here nor there, but I do miss it. I miss having friends locally or at least semi-locally. Not that I was much of a social butterfly, but I did get out a bit more than I do here. At least I've been writing a little more - 1800 words into the next part of Transformative Variations. Plus, I need to finish Too Young For Heaven for [livejournal.com profile] grachonok at some point, and I really wish to revisit both Queen of Swords and White Collar/ATF Mag 7. If wishes were horses....

Yeah, random post is random.
ithildin: (Art - Shadow Willow)
I guess I'm all backwards, but it's been an odd week. My cousin died Monday, he had tongue cancer. On Saturday, my uncle called my mum to tell her that his son had been given three months to live and he was on his way to Saskatchewan to be with him. This after getting an initially encouraging prognosis on his last visit. So from one month to the next, he went from, it should be fine, to you have three months to live. On Monday, three days later he was gone. Now, I hadn't seen him since we were kids, we all live so far away, but my uncle and his wife visit us every few years, and my cousin was the same age as my brother, and it has really hit mum hard. So it's just been... a week. All of it can be taken away in a heartbeat; you know this, but some days, it hits home more than it does others. And I'm all over the place the last few days. So if I make less sense than usual, well....
ithildin: (Art - Shadow Willow)
I guess I'm all backwards, but it's been an odd week. My cousin died Monday, he had tongue cancer. On Saturday, my uncle called my mum to tell her that his son had been given three months to live and he was on his way to Saskatchewan to be with him. This after getting an initially encouraging prognosis on his last visit. So from one month to the next, he went from, it should be fine, to you have three months to live. On Monday, three days later he was gone. Now, I hadn't seen him since we were kids, we all live so far away, but my uncle and his wife visit us every few years, and my cousin was the same age as my brother, and it has really hit mum hard. So it's just been... a week. All of it can be taken away in a heartbeat; you know this, but some days, it hits home more than it does others. And I'm all over the place the last few days. So if I make less sense than usual, well....
ithildin: (Art - Shadow Willow)
I guess I'm all backwards, but it's been an odd week. My cousin died Monday, he had tongue cancer. On Saturday, my uncle called my mum to tell her that his son had been given three months to live and he was on his way to Saskatchewan to be with him. This after getting an initially encouraging prognosis on his last visit. So from one month to the next, he went from, it should be fine, to you have three months to live. On Monday, three days later he was gone. Now, I hadn't seen him since we were kids, we all live so far away, but my uncle and his wife visit us every few years, and my cousin was the same age as my brother, and it has really hit mum hard. So it's just been... a week. All of it can be taken away in a heartbeat; you know this, but some days, it hits home more than it does others. And I'm all over the place the last few days. So if I make less sense than usual, well....

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