I'm Not Very Good at LJ Anymore, Am I?

[ithildin]

But I have nothing to post about. I feel so out of touch. I wonder if I'll ever write again. I know, I will - one day. But right now, it kinda sucks that my muse feels so dead. When I'm half asleep/falling asleep/awake in the middle of the night, I normally think of fic, but all I seem to be able to obsess over is the job. Then I get anxious and then I can't sleep, rinse, repeat. I know (hope) things will settle down eventually, but right now, I pretty much doubt it 3/4s of the time :)

I hope everyone is well. I'm trying to at least skim LJ, but that's about it.

Comments

[tygermama.livejournal.com]

*hugs* don't stress over it, your muse will return, and probably want to write something completely unrelated to any of the wips you've got going. :D

You were stressed about not having a job for a long time, and now you're worried about getting everything you need to know for the new job down, when the built up anxiety works it's way out of your system, your muse will return.

At least that's the way it works with me.

How do you like the new job, by the way? Are there nice people there?

[ithildyn.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know that in a part of my brain, but I think the weeks of stress are just sort of overloading my circuits :) My 'tummy troubles' are pretty much out of control at this point (was that delicate enough?) so my physical and mental systems are totally out of whack. I'm glad it's a short week.

Yes, some nice people, and I like aspects of the job, but I'm still feeling ambivalent :)